Do as I say, not as I do!

I've heard this phrase once too many times and now it's time to erase the bullshit that comes out of my mouth! Sheesh, talk about someone with double standards, what a stinking hypocrite. I am officially a 30 year old without a steady income without an inkling off what my purpose in my life is. Well, I find out and when I feel like I am that much closer to the truth, it slips right out of my finger. Perhaps the easiest way to describe my journey is being uninspired. So now I ask myself what the whole deal with nspiration is and why I'm not getting none of that stuff. I feel that I have lived and seen what I have to live and see up until now... I know my purpose in my life is to be recognized for my work. However, what is my work? It's so much easier when my friends come to me to seek advice and inspiration. It's as if I am the one that can provide all that and more to them. Why don't I have the answers for myself? Next up in my life... I'm shackin' UP!